Sept 2020
Viridian Road
One road degraded with footsteps prior taken,
An easy path, one left your mentality unshaken,
Withal, a different road unpaved with viridian blooms,
The depths unknown, space untold, and mysterious glooms
I step unto the road, diverging here and there
The first enthralled with long travelers who hath traveled before me,
And many travelers behind soon to breathe the same air
But longing to take a step forward, frozen; I sit there and plea
Conflicted with a decision, seemingly one worth bricks made of gold
Worried that a step forward would leave my lust for the other beckoning road
The decisions for I am incapable to fake, and a road for which, I'm unwilling to take
Thoughts encroach my mind, am I ready? Am I right? Or am I following Eve's snake?
I stare down both roads, hoping, wishing, that some clarity shows
The road most taken feels easy, comforting, and appeals to most
The road not taken, horrid where my blood runs cold
But a beauty persists, for the unpaved path remains so bold
Masked with a beauty so precious, nobody dared uncover its riches,
The unknown Viridian path is what I yearn as my eternal desire
But time and time again, the cold crusade for momentary approval itches,
Maybe one day, I gain the courage to embark the Viridian road not taken prior
For years down the line, I neglect to sit and weep
Had I taken a different step forward, even if it was steep,
Maybe, instead of crawling, or walking and being a mere sheep,
I would have taken a daring and unfleeting leap
*Inspired by Robert Frost
November 2023
Beautifully Stained
My cracks tell stories of how I became
Scattered brush strokes of sorrow and sun
An abstract collage of pieces I've gained
A mosaic of experiences, ever not done
The masters would say I'm unfinished, flawed
Rough edges, uneven glaze marring my frame
Broken glass that may hurt to the touch
And even pieces that may bring a little shame
So let critiques come bring fault to my form
Opinions seeking conformity to some sterile norm
I see these strokes that made me beautifully stained
No matter how terribly and mismatched they’re arranged
So stare if you want at my blotches and scrapes
The spots and smudges, errors in shape
I see glimmers of brilliance in all those places
And love my portrait that i’ve framed is
Of each brush and experience that left its mark
That graced me with more soul, however dark
Pieces that brought depth and insight
Making me a fuller picture instead of a mere sight
I wouldn’t trade this stained glass soul I own
That’s beautifully stained to the very bone
These fragments that life brings our way
I’ve curated it into my own unique display
January 2025
MY Cherry Blossom
In the garden, a cherry blossom fair,
A delicate bloom, beyond compare.
Its beauty radiant, yet fading, alas,
A mirror of change, through life's looking glass.
Each petal whispers a tale untold,
Of transformation, both young and old.
As it cradles its secrets in a fragrant trance,
Change emerges, like a delicate dance.
I've long resisted change, I’ve tried,
Held onto the past, where I used to hide.
But this blossom's grace, a poignant prance,
Begs me to ponder, to give change a chance.
Change, the enigma, the world's intricate song,
In the midst of the right, the midst of the wrong.
The scariest journey, the most profound,
Yet beauty within its depths is found.
The beauty before the bloom is concealed
The cherry blossom’s truth revealed
So like this flower, I’ll take a chance
Embrace the change, and its mystic romance.
April 2021
Distortion
After the passing of time is enough,
The memories begin to fade, and slowly wither away,
Your favourite flower, food, and film now an old adage that’s rough
The vibrant heart, that it once was, begins to gray
The seasons change, and so does my heart
the thing that once beat only for you,
now learns to slowly start beating apart
I fill this gaping void with new memories
newer thoughts, experiences, and opportunistic dreams
treating them like my heart's new accessories
but as decadent as this may be, the void is left in streams
I imagine a day, where the void isn't replaced,
But filled with memories I make myself,
I know not of anyone taking your place
but rather, I find happiness in my self
Your memories will remain, albeit slightly distorted with time apart,
Your face won’t be forgotten, albeit your position replaced
Your time will remain fond, albeit a time again together won’t resurface
We may have ended our road together, albeit this is where mine starts